claim to be. I am far from it.
I do not want to be perfect.
I do not want to hurt others. I know sometimes what I may say or do
may not come off as so. I do what I can with what I have. My methods
may be questioned; my reasonings challenged; my character discredited
or defamed.
My faith and beliefs, my willpower and stength, are always being
tested. I will fail...
...but I will prevail through the ashes like a phoenix.
Damage can be ireversible or it can be healed.
Your ideals have remained, but my image has changed. They have EVOLVEd.
Reconstructed and broken;
I am.
Make me new. Build on a new foundation.
I am sorry for wanting to be free. I am sorry for being lead to
temptation. I am sorry for all my wrong doings.
"Forgive me Father for I do know what I do...and will be my short coming. It is unacceptable. I will
repent. I will learn, but there are many lessons to be learned. Amen."
Humbled heart, unyielding and fervent love. Those must be acquired.
But I am sorry. This is a soul search. A re-definition of myself that
must be endured and tackled alone.
Hope...to be re-created. I will be re-born:
I am!
-Ervin A.
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