I also now go to the beach and check out the night sky, wondering if you are seeing the same view as I am. Maybe even wishing on the same star....a shooting star.
"Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish, I wish tonight...."
i wanted to share this with you. i wrote this 8 months ago after my break up with my then boyfriend of 2 years. others share the same night sky vision as us. just remember that. anywho, here goes:
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"i know it's going to take time, but i have a strong gut feeling that i'm going to meet someone that i deserve and that they deserve me in return this year. i just feel it. and if not, i can still find comfort in knowing that when i am feeling lonely or depressed i can think back to what i thought of tonight. on the drive home a handful of hours ago after dance class, while my friends benny and anna were snoring lightly to my bad attempt at singing to emo songs, i saw the brightest moonlight coming from the moon in the right corner of my windshield. ok, get your giggles out now on how emo this is going to sound, but who cares, i'm going to share what i thought anyway because i strongly feel that someone is going to read this and connect with the words that are coming from my mind, and it might mean something to them. it helps me when i feel lonely or depressed to know how beautiful that moonlight was and how small we are in this world compared to everything else around us, that someone else out there is sharing that same vision. and furthermore, that someone might even be having the same thoughts we are, too. i don't know, it's just comforting to me. you can care to agree or disagree, but tonight when i thought of this with benny and anna in the car who came out just to support me in dancing, it meant the world to me. it gave me the feeling that i have support and love in my life, and that in all actuality, i'm far bigger than anything else that can happen to me. a part of me wants to wait on the sidelines now for a hero to come instead of me being the hero all the time, but i sat and thought long and hard, and it just seems selfish to think that way. sure, i'm going to take things slow and probably not date, but i'm also not going to limit someone the opportunity to get to know me just because i'm afraid. i guess i have to be more selective or cautious. and i have to not settle for the first nice guy to come around. i learned that the hard way."