Sin is bad

I am a sinner. I admit that. I'm not perfect. I am far from it. As much as I was warned, I allowed sin to enter my life, chew me up, and spit me out. I understand why God wants us to stay and run away from it. It tears you up.

I committed a sin. I allowed it to ruin my home that I was building with my partner. I allowed it to alter the love that took 7 years to create and maintain. I allowed it to ruin my life.

And for what? Nothing...cause I lost it....lost it all.

I understand why God warns us of sin because it brings nothing but sadness, depression, and despair. I have been forgiven by the blood of Christ and my partner for my sin. But it's not going to bring him back. I continue to look up and pray to God for strength and guidance, and for HIs will to be done.

I pray he can find his way home like I did. HIs family misses him!