Questions and Answers

You ask how I can keep on loving you knowing what you two have already shared?
My answer is that my love is deep and forgiving. My love can overlook all that because it doesn't judge. It holds no grudges. It isn't blind to what has happened. It is deeply rooted within my heart and soul like the roots of a great Redwood tree. It can and has overlooked it, and it continues to shine bright, flourish, and yearn for your love in return.

You ask why don't I go out and meet new people and hopefully find someone new to love?
The answer to that is simple. I have met all the people I've needed to meet in life. With each hand I shake, with each face I meet, it just reinforces my love for you. It reminds me of the 1st time that we met, and solidified the strong foundation that we had set.

You ask how I could have strayed the way that I did?
My answer is that I was blinded by the desires of this world. But love shined through, cleared away the clouds, and everything came in to focus. Just like after a rainstorm, the sky is a clear blue, the rays of the sun bring warmth and life, and the clean air breathes new life. And the rainbow in the distance is a reminder of a promise that was made by God and a promise I made to you.

You ask can we overcome our differences?
My answer is our differences are superficial. But it is also what makes us an individual. Our differences pushed us; pushed us to persevere, provided insight to the life of the other. It gives us healthy challenges to strive to be better, and inspire us to create, but our similarities pull us back in.

You asked if we can ever find our way to each other again?
My answer has never been clearer. If the love that we have is truly meant to be, then yes, we will find the path where our lives will intersect and coincide once again with each other. We can and will share the dreams we once had of having a family. That is a hope I still hold on to, and will patiently. I hope that in time, the clouds will clear for you. Until it does, you will always have a place under my umbrella where you can take refuge from the storm.

I ask you, will you ever be able to look at me the same way you did before? Will you be able to see past what is on the surface, and evaluate my core, my soul, my heart?

Will you let our love heal?